People often say they can sense that a loved one is around. I have heard people say they can tell someone is there. I always thought I experienced it with my mother in-law, I could go downstairs and I would smell her. But I guess my connection to Kevin is so much stronger. I can actually feel him. I mean I really feel him. I know I am not crazy. Have you ever felt a cold breeze come across you when there is no air moving? I feel that a lot. There were 2 times recently that I needed to know how Kevin felt and I got the message from him loud and clear. A year and a day after Kevin's funeral I bought a new car, I was having some anxiety about it and I was driving home after going to the bank. As I do often I started talking to Kevin like he was right there next to me, did I make the right choice, I hope you are happy with the decision I made and all of a sudden I feel this coolness right across the front of me. I know it is him telling me he supports me and is happy about my purchase. The second and most amazing experience happened when I was at my acupuncture appointment. Kevin is always present when we are there and we all feel him but this appointment was different. I was missing him terribly and missing his touch and as I was laying there I just felt him there stronger than ever. I have never felt anything like this but I could feel him leaning over me and giving me a kiss right on my lips. It is a sensation I will never forget.
I have watched the movie Ghost many times and always wondered if that connection could really exist. When you meet that right person it really can exist. Kevin always said he would haunt me forever, I know that is true!!
